Almost 1am (Sunday, Jan 6), entering day 3 since my irregular contractions (prodromal labor) began. Throughout last night and today, I lost my plug/bloody show (I know, totally TMI, sorry!). Tonight my contractions finally became regular, steadying 5-8 mins for the past 4 hours or so. I am anxiously pacing my living room, listening to worship music, trying to draw near to God...Bouncing on my birthing ball, trying to rest in between waves...But finding myself in so much doubt!!!
"Give me eyes to see more of who you are,
May what I behold still my anxious heart.
Take what I have known and break it all apart,
For you, My God, are greater still"